||[Sep. 9th, 2005|12:32 am]
I've never realized how much SHIT I actually have. Litterally. Like, 16-17ish boxes later and I'm finally dunzo with packing. My closet is empty, my dresser is empty, and my walls are bare, which is crazy to see because I've ALWAYS ALWAYS had my walls plastered with pictures and random what-not. I don't like sleeping enclosed in them, it's just not the same. I'm really looking forward to having my OWN room....not just my own living room, or kitchen, but my OWN bedroom. In all my twenty years of living I've always had to share, but now I don't. I'm nervous, excited, wired....I'm filled with ALOT of emotions right now...it kinda feels like Christmas Eve, like I'm supposed to wake up to a lit Christmas tree at the end of our stairs and around the corner with lots of presents underneath....that's kinda the feeling I have right now, maybe because I can't sleep. I'm really looking forward to this change....the new experience....the growing I'll do....I'm gonna miss Charlie Ray and Maizey Blaze like CRAZY! Get ready for lots o' parties guys! Fancie girl, all I can say is....YEAH!!!!